Its been so long,
since Ive thought of us, you, this!!
Let me add along,
the horrible feeling, I do not miss!
I cant get you out of my head.:
When I wake up,
go to school,
when I lie awake in my bed.
I just keep repeating her name.
I picture you with her that night.
God, just thinking...brings me shame!
Why was I so dumb to believe in what we had.
You said id be your wife.
Youd be the father to my children_ you`d be their dad!
You simply promised to be with me for life!!
But...things changed..
You cheated!
I tried suicide with my lovly knife!
You moved away.
Moved along, found you a new love.
I never left where I am today.
I stayed in our past.
Now here I am...
Still wishing for each day, to be my last...
