I’ve never felt this feeling of hurt and agony before
I love you with all my heart and no matter what, our relationship you cant just choose to ignore.
You’ve never seen me cry for you before but really I’m doing it all the time.
You say you care about me but I cant help to think that in your eyes, I’m not worth a dime.
I can’t keep going on like this, watching and hearing about you doing things that you shouldn’t.
I guess I should’ve ended it after the first problem, but I knew it would hurt to bad, so I literally couldn’t.
I wish I could get across to you how much I love you and how much I really needed you when you weren’t there.
You’re my world, my everything and I’d do anything for you, but wait, I forgot you don’t care?
I kept blaming me and asking myself what I did wrong.
But you were gone after you got what you wanted and I should’ve known that all along.
It’s like I never existed when your friends are around, because you have to be a big man and act all tough.
When am I gonna stop taking this and tell you that I’m sick of it, I can take it anymore, its just been enough?
I couldn’t tell you I loved you because I was afraid of no answer or an answer that might happen to be fake.
I wish that you would come back to me, change, and actually like me so I can stop crying and stop the all to familiar heartache.
I’m falling apart without you and frankly the smallest thing would comfort me even just hearing you precious voice.
But you don’t want me so I guess I have to move on against my wishes, I guess I don’t really have a choice.
I don’t know what I ever saw in you, because you treated me like nothing less than a piece of shit.
I can’t believe I could have been so stupid and blind, all them lies, and I believed every last pathetic bit.
You used me to your advantage and knew you could step all over me because I loved you.
My biggest mistake was letting it happen for three months before I finally figured out what to do.
I wasn’t looking but I found the guy of my dreams and whole new world opened up to me, a whole new light.
I laugh at the pitiful thought that you think that after all you did to me, we’re still gonna be close friends and everything’s gonna be alright.
I don’t need you anymore and I don’t see why I ever did.
I’ve moved on so maybe you’ll become a man and stop acting like a little kid.
I’m in love with my baby and I don’t you anymore that I need Brian.
You tell me that you weren’t with another girl when you were with me, ha, that’s just something I just ain’t buyin.
So, anyways, I have moved on and my baby and I have been together for 4 months now, count the days.
My advice to you is to give up on trying to be a player, grow up, and stop your inconsiderate, selfish, and childish ways.
