Broken

I'm hurt, the tears fall fast
I think of pain to come and passed
I grab the blade and pray for hope
I don't want to use this blade to cope
The restless nights come and go
I've bled all I can, theres nothing left to show
I cry tears enough to drown the world
all you see of me is a shell of a once happy girl
feeling weak and wary walking through this world alone
the scars are of past hurts shown
theres nothin left of me
only a memory of what used to be.
I want to die, I want my world to go black
I want to leave and never look back
They tell me it will get better, they say it everyday
but i'm broken, shattered in everyway