I'd love to hate, but would hate to love
doubt believing, yet believe in doubting
envying those admired, though admire envying
those who dare and those who fear
the mistakes and
what I expect is unexpected
what's usually is unexpected always come expected
but I know that
I have enough courage to move on
and fear what lies in front of me
I'm falling behind, yet am so far ahead
I'm always lost, but I know I'm on the right path
that will lead me to the right time
to know when I'll figure out
what will hurt the people I love
or what is good enough to please them
I'll always forget to remember
but will never remember to forget
those times I was hurt because of what I did
To keep others away from harm
So help me now, and bring me to
The place that will answer my questions
And lead me to somewhere where I'll understand...