Trying not to think about it and trying to hold on
It's so dark as night, I cry as I'm awaiting dawn
I'm falling in this darkness and got nothing to hold on to
No one's there to help me, I look but there's not even you
All alone in the darkness I spend my hours
I feel numb but then I realize a whole load of powers
Influencing my body and making my thoughts run
A door opens and my eyes are blinded by the sun
I want to get out and scream out all the pain
I'm sure if I hold it in, my head will blow and I'll go insane
Every time I grab some air it feels like my last breath
It hurts so damn bad that all I wish right now is death
