Have you forgotten the beauty of the sky
or the crystal in your eye
have you forgotten the calming waves on the ocean shore
and have you forgotten what happended when i closed that door?
I am a monster
a creature born of hatred
i hate not the beauty of the sky
nor the crystal in your eye
i have not forgotten the calming affects of the ocean rushing onto the shore
and i most certainly have not forgotten what happened when I closed that door
My mask had cracked to reveal the monster screaming and clawing inside
While my mask is cracked it has no place to hide
Deep within myself i am afraid
to afraid to live
to afraid to try
afraid to breathe
but not afraid to die
Alone in my prison
alone in my cell
thinking has become my torment
it has become my hell
My torment is my prison
My wish is my hell
Safe i was alone in my desolate world
safe from the pain of living a lie
the pain of wishing id just die
I'm losing my touch on reality
its not quite the same
I'm alone again
drifting between worlds
to afraid to join one
I'm fading
my life is changing
I'm walking towards the light
its to bright for someone who was once trapped by night
But now I'm free
now I'm safe
but im still not happy
im still afraid
I'm still sad
i miss the world that i had thought was so bad
Now I'm an impure soul trapped between worlds
not living neither dead
longing for life
Masking my strife
