Parents

I'm feeling like theres no reason to be here, I'm always sitting here feeling like I'm going to tear.

it feels like I'm not theirs, it feels like they don't even care.

i don't think they even love me anymore at least they don't show it, i always cry while all i do it sit here don't love it.

i think about all the good memories when it was all fine, now everything is screwed up wishing this life wasn't mine.

i wish everything was back to normal me going to my friends me having my fun but thats all done.

i remember the good relationship between me and my family, but that didn't last i guess thats gonna stay always for ever and then the past.

it feels like they don't love me or care if i die, I'm all bundled up always saying why God why.

i don't think they even wish i was here that i could have sworn, i bet they wish i was never even born.

i want them to love me but that will never be, i just want them to no how i feel and see.

sometimes i wish that i was to die, but i guess I'm be on my own me, myself, and i.

i wish i had the perfect life just like before, my heart aches from the pressure and it is so sore.

i feel so left out like I'm not even there, always them saying bring her to the orphanage for all i care.

i no they hate me i no they do, that just leaves on my heart a big fat bruise.

i wish i didn't screw everything up for myself, you don't even no what i went threw and how i felt.

hopefully they will forgive and start to trust, i will no matter what stay here broken hearted, soon to dust.