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by Bella Apr 21, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
No one sheds a tear for the scars I wear, maybe if I cut too deep, then would they care? I don't think they'd miss me, they don't even know I'm alive! Maybe they will finally know when I die. It hurts to smile, it hurts to laugh, I can't just forget everything from my past. Maybe if I'm gone, they can't blame me for everything that goes wrong. I'll do it when no one's home, that way I die the way I lived...alone. This tiny blade will seal my fate, maybe someone will stop me before it's too late. Someone told me that "Everyone hates you" is just a lie, if that's true... Well then maybe, just maybe I don't want to die.