Confusions

Confused and Torn
Between the two

Lost and Distraught
I don't know what to do

I could choose comfortable
Or I could choose Wild

I could feel like an adult
Or be just another child

What ever I choose
Someone will get hurt

Me causing others pain?
I don't think this will work

But it must be done
I can only have one

I'm been put on the spot
This is no longer fun