To The Perfect Sister

It's just not fair
people look at you
your strength
you faith
your honesty
but no one even bothers
to look at me
it's just not fair
you're perfect
everyone loves you
and they hate me
i wish i looked
like you
perfect hair
perfect skin
perfect everything
it's just not fair
i'm hidden
behind your beauty
your everlasting beauty
why can't i be beautiful?
i can't stand it
i want to cry
want to get away
go somewhere else
somewhere where i'm not compared to you
it's just not fair
why couldn't i have been you?
what did i do to deserve this
this anger
this hurt?
can't stand it any longer
need help
can't get it
why can't someone love me
like everyone loves you?
i'm not that bad of a person
or a sister
or a daughter
or even a friend
why couldn't i have been you?