This is another one i wrote for me and my mom, when i was really mad about us fighting again.. things have gotten better, but not really
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tons of tissues by my side;
we had another fight
i can't believe this is happening again, i can't do anything right
these tears used to fall
because of something he did
and once and a while they fell
because of problems with a friend
but not they fall down my cheeks
because of the things you say
you make me feel so stupid,
like i don't deserve another day
when you yell at me in front of my freinds,
i feel like wasted space
and when you insult me for everything,
i want to be anywhere but this place
when i sing you tell me to shut up,
and when i talk you don't even hear
and you probably just think i'm a baby,
every time you see another tear
i try to stay together around you,
because i don't want you to see my cry
but sometimes i have to break down, and the tears stream from my eyes
you probably think i cry because of him,
i only wish you knew
that these tears don't belong to him anymore,
they now belong to you
i just wish somehow i could tell you
without you getting mad
but every time i try to talk to you,
it makes things twice as bad
i don't know how to handle this,
it's getting out of control
i try so hard to make things work,
i just want you to know
i know right now things are hard,
we have hit some very rough water
but no matter how much i get on your nerves,
i will always be your daughter
i know at times you hate me,
and you might wish i wasn't alive
but now is the time i need you mom, please stay by my side
