Heres a girl

Heres a girl thats been through so much that nobody should deserved. heres a girl that still has the strength to still try to fall agin. shes been through breaking down to screaming in her sleep. shes cried because of the thought of loosing him. she has thought of death and cutting herself because she just doesnt seem happy anymore. she has laughed till her stomach hurts to hide the millions of tears that wants to roll down my eyes, but cant, she is the type that will hold in everything and be silent and know she would regret it sooner or later. she has hold in so much painto the point, she just wants to explode. she doesnt trust anybody anymore because of one person who lied to her continuously to the point where she lost all her trust in people. shes been through nights whee listening to slow jams would make her cry and memories would rush vack to her head. she has been in positions of just being a \"friend\" is not enough anymore. she has been trying to escape so maybe it could make her happier and away from the pain but it just made it worse. and she is now at the point of tired trying to have a real smile and a real laugh but it only leads to tears, depression, and regrets.