I saw my life go by like a blur
I watched myself repeating my work everyday
My desire died slowly, until I found my first goal
Then I found my destiny
Fulfillment washed over me as if cleansing my soul
When I walked my new path
I'm learning how to smile
Belonging took me in when I was in needed
Friendship opened many doors of hope for me
Irritation haunted me as I live on each day
Desire has been pleased by the excitement I now have
Violence brought me pleasure
Death seems like heaven
Pain helped me gain my emotions
The perfect life has stop me from seeing the flaws
As I slowly awake from my world of virtue reality
The things I see, smell, touch is not real
I have created a delusion for myself
Life is like a game
Game Over is the End
The end in which I have to choose the real path of my life
To what I have to do and what I must do
This is the real me, this is my real life