Why did i lie

I remember when we got in his car,
i couldn't have believed what i saw.

you were the funniest and cutest guy, just looking at you gave me butterflies.

everyday we spent together i liked you more and more, the fact that i wasn't yours made me so sore.

when i touched you, kissed you, hugged you, seeing you smile, inside everything was so worth while

i liked you so much, hottest guy Ive ever seen, but what hurt the most, you didn't no i was was fifteen.

i cant believe to you i lied,
it was killing me so deep inside.

i thought me and him were so real,
no one will ever understand the way i made myself feel.

that day we made love, i could never forget, i was so glad that we met.

from that moment on i couldn't breathe, being with you is all that i need.

soon later you found out i was only fifteen, we stopped talking, you were out of my dreams.

you've been gone for so long and i cant feel your touch, i want you to no i miss you so much.

i sit here day dreaming day after day, and that cute smile of yours just wont go away.

i wish i never met you not in a bad way, just because i wouldn't be hurting and having me bad days.

why cant i get you out of my head,
thinking about all the things we talked about and said.

we were meant to be,
can you please ever forgive me.

i wished we never split apart,
you were the key to my heart.

so ill wait for the day that you and i can be, i miss and love you, you will forever mean so much to me.