I sit here day after day, night after night, wondering about you. Aghast?¦.what ever happen to you? That day you left for the war, I never saw you turn back. What happen that day when the bombs started dropping, and the children started crying? I saw pictures of you, pictures of you with agony in your eyes. I know it seems indignant that I am mad at you, but why didid you look back? Didn't you care that you were leaving your family, or that you worried your friends greatly, but mostly you worried me? I wonder when you will come back, back home so that way my feelings of pain will subside. They will be washed away with the sand of time, and forgotten by us all. You are vital in my life. I need you so much right now. A lot of things have happened lately and I can't bare the problems alone. I know you've got to stay at war and help our country out and for that a I do ever so much admire you, but yet my feelings are taking me over. I can't just sit here and watch the love of my life risk his life for other people I do not know. I can't just sit here and stand by wondering how you could do that. Do I in anyway sound selfish? Well I'm not, my feelings for you won't just go away and I can't bear to lose you. What would I do if I lost you? I know I couldn't live, I know I couldn't move on from you.Were my first love, you were my only love but war is getting between us. My question to you is how could war get between these great things we have? I just wish you were here in my arms.I wish you were here so I could tell you the one thing I've wanted to tell you since we first met eyes. Honey, I love you so much and I hope you know. I am thankful for this war because it brought us closer, but I am sadden because I know I might lose you.
