It wasnt supposed to be like this

It wasn't meant to be like this, it wasn't meant to happen this way.It wasn't supposed to hurt this much all day everyday.

So why did it happen? what did I do wrong? what makes this torture go on and on?

I'm not really like this, this isn't me. I'm not the person I used to be.

bitter and twisted, is what I've become. and all because you came along. You hurt me and I couldn't mend. So now all the hurt continues no end.

I go round in circles cos I can't let go. And you just act like its normal you know. Your sitting pretty right up on that hill. well sometimes I wish something would just make me ill.

I don't want to be what I've become,
But I can't go back, an all cos you decided to destroy me all for the crack.

I hope it was worth it and I hope it was fun cos at least then it did some good at least for someone.

But its wasn't supposed to be like this, this isn't me, I just want to go back to being like me. But who that is I just don't know. cos my hearts so laid up so submerged by this woe.