I am here, once again
Watching sparkles become
A light.
Now I am wishing.
Again, for a dream
No! itâ??s not a dream
Canâ??t find the word,
To describe.
Tempted to ask,
For another chance.
But I will not,
No, â??cause this time
I am asking for too much.
Passion is leading my mind
Desire is what I am,
Wishing for.
Silent and waiting,
Is my heart.
Beneath this raw mind,
Dirty by the left over
Of kisses without a name.
He was mine, he was
Mine, never and forever.
He is farâ?¦ far away
In another land,
In another kingdom of heart.
Thereâ??s no guide,
No map to find a path.
No way to feel the warmth,
Of a glimpse from his heart.
Shades of a life,
Not meant to live.
Broken promises,
While being said.
Goodbye was a word,
That didnâ??t left a scar,
That only remind my heart,
What this could have been
In another life.