I fake a smile everyday
and pretend to be happy on my way
but what no one knows
is that my pain only grows
inside of me
so that no one can see
i pretend to be strong
i pretend i don't long
for his smile anymore
but he is in my core
deep in this broken heart
that he tore apart
crying wishing and hoping
that one day i/ll be holding
him again
ending this awfull pain
