'You put too much on relationships,
You shouldn't care about being with someone.'
I guess you still don't know me,
Even though we've been friends since we were little.
Let me explain this to you:
You may not need someone,
You are not dependant.
I need someone.
I live to love.
All I've ever wanted was someone to be there for.
Someone to care about.
That's all I really need.
Someone that feels the same way about me,
As I do about them.
I don't function right alone.
It's an imbalance in my life I can't deal with.
Have you seen how well I do in school and sports when I'm single?
It's because I've got nothing else to do,
I put all of my efforts into that work,
Because I'll go crazy if I don't have something, Or someone.
I've got nothing else,
So why not do whatever possible to get it off my mind?
It all comes flooding back before I go to bed,
Though.
It's something I've grown to deal with.
The few hours before actually being asleep are the worst.
Too many thoughts,
Mind racing,
Heart pounding,
Tears flooding.
Then you get those dreams,
You know the ones I'm talking about,
When he comes up to you,
And says he's sorry,
That he loves you,
And you wake up actually believing it's true.
Oh, what a horrid realization a few moments later.
Why am I even telling you this?
It's not like you really care...
