As i sit here,
Alone, forever alone,
I wonder why my boyfriend decided to have that beer.
For if he had declined, he would be right here,
Beside me, holding me,
and telling me its alright,
But that will never come, as i retell that frightful night:
It was a party,
A party of fun,
A party that will contiune till the arival of the sun,
I knew it was silly, when they brought in that beer,
For if they hadnt, my lover would still be here,
Everyone was having them, and it was wrong to be left out,
So my beloved boyfriend took one with a shout,
Everyone dared him to scull,
And he did, not caring that his senses went dull,
I felt unsafe, and asked him \"Could we go?\"
But a boy grabbed me and told me to enjoy the show.
I yelled at him and told him to take me away,
He nodded and i heard him say,
\"Im taking her home, be back soon,\"
But you cannot return from heaven, you cannot avoid that doom,
As we got into his car, and he turned it on and drove away,
I could hear his friends shouting at him to stay.
I had thought that we\'d make it home, all safe and sound,
But God himself turned my plans around.
He lost control, and we skidded off the road,
Once we stopped, his face looked like a toad,
He was dying, i knew it for sure,
And his time, i knew, it was no more.
I told him i loved him, and that he would be missed,
He told me not to cry, and not to worry,
But most definatly that he was sorry.
Then the light left his eyes, and he was gone with one final breath,
He said,
\"I love you, and always will,
Do not make my mistake,
Do not blame my friends and treat them ill,
for this was my undertake,
I love you and will always remember,
That day that we met in September.\"
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Now i sit here all alone, forever remaining alone,
I will sit hear until the flesh is decayed from my bone,
For my lover his gone, and will never return,
he will never rekindle that fire that had started to burn,
For when i met him i knew,
He was the one for me.
And now that hes gone,
i see,
I must join him, and be there,
and so at this knife i stare...
Is it worth it?
Yes it is. I make that final slit,
and my sadness flows away with my life,
I can see my lover, arms held wide,
And now i stand here by his side,
but i know Not many will mourn
for now im going...going...im gone.
