I hate it when u say I'm un-grateful or I'm selfish cause i never smile. Well, its so hard to smile when I'm hurting this bad. I try so hard not to let it show but it does. I come home everyday crying and at night i cry myself to sleep. And i don't know why i feel this way people tell me i got everything i need but to me i don't. Theres just something missing something that is eating at my heart. And nobody seems to notice my pain. i just want someone to love me but i guess nobody sees that. maybe its time for me to stop thinking bout myself and think about other people.
