Justin

She's having a boy,
She's happy to say,
The name Justin,
I'll hear every day.

Is this my punishment,
For being so bad?
Is this how I should feel?
Feeling so sad!?

I should be the one,
Calling out that name,
I feel so down,
I'm going insane.

People say I did the right thing,
But they don't know the pain I feel,
Nobody really cares,
They don't take me for real.

What would I know?
It was too early to feel;
Motherly feelings,
Feelings for real.