I dont want to live

I dont want to live
no not anymore
im too depressed
and always sore

as im sad i think what to do
i cut my wrists
as the blood comes out
i start to cry and make a fist

im in the hospital about to die
and im all alone no visitors
i shed one final tear
and i hear the door

my boyfriend walks in
the only one who cares
he tells me not to do this
he told me i gave him a real scare