My chest it hurts and I cant breathe I close my eyes but your all I see I'm trying to escape I'm trying to be alright but I cant stop feeling of I need you tonight I cant see anymore I don't want to open my eyes once I do I know I'll just cry so I'm sitting here typing and my hands are shaking my heads flooded with thoughts and I think I'm breaking I swear I'm trying to be okay again and trying not to worry but its hard when my minds in such a hurry to come up with a way you'll leave because that's what happens to me the best things in my life always go and I'm left alone putting on a fake show and I know you say trust you and I'm doing the best I can but its hard when you seem so far away when I need your hand so please I beg just find a way I need you here I need you to stay because I'm breaking from the inside out and its taking all my will power not to shout but soon I'll give in and I'll be gone but you change that just get here and fix everything that's so wrong I know I'm not making sense but this is everything in my heart and I had to tell you this before I fall apart
*This doesnt make much sense, i know but i needed to vent. I'm having a hard time with things right now and well this helps. vote or comment if you wish. Always-
Shattered and Broken*
