Miss my butterfly

I desperately want your hands to warm me
And make my thoughts fly far away free...
But why am I here kneeling and moaning?
Not even my memories can't stop my tears falling
On this merciless darkness
Reigned by your painful absence...
It's like u took a part of me with yourself
And left me with only a shadow of myself;
I would sell my soul just to hold you tight
Kiss your eyes and abandon this fight
Between our moments together and this loneliness
That enslaves my deepest feelings
So that I can cage the thousand meanings
Of the words "I love u" and cry on the inside
Without your fingers touching my hair I lose my mind
Trying to put myself together,but it's useless
Cause I'll step again on the land of cruelness
Where you're being so far away
Why is it that the fate showed me another betray?
Taking my baby and leaving me with a sword
To cut myself a wing...and hearing no word
From my butterfly when I bleed upon hell
Thinking that it's not yet time for farewell
No matter what... I am the one-winged angel
Missing your everything and surrounded by danger...
I know it worths waiting...never fading
"Welcome within honey" I'll say while turning
And showing u my one wing..and my other scar
You said you'll recreate it and make me fly so far
That only and only your love will reach me
Protecting my fragile body and letting me be...

~© by Andra - thanks 4 looking~