Dear Bulimia

Dear Bulimia
last night was the best
u broke me inside
i couldn't have guessed

The pain you have brought me
is worth so much more
when I'm alone in the bathroom
knees to the floor

My fingers to throat
yes thats what you did
you emptied my insides
and made it all rid

You caused me to cry
and yes caused me to yell
but i realize your special
when I'm going through hell

Now i must eat
and i meet the floor
knees to the tile
a knock at the door

I get up all smelly
and step to wards my doom
frightened by vision
alone in this room

i peak through the door way
yet no one is there
it's death that is knocking
when no one else cares

I have to say thank you
for ruining life
for distracting me momentarily
from that horrible knife