So I'm going to savor the moment one second longer
Relax my senses in your presence while it's still here
I said my goodbyes by now, so I guess this means it's over
Relax, it's not the time for you to care now
All is gone and forever there will always be room to grow
Eyes set to wonder on the fellow wandering eyes
I'm moving on now but that doesn't mean we should give cold shoulder
Pity, I fool myself on the spark of hope there was in us
Once again I find myself in a relationship with a lack of trust.
It's okay as of now, for my eyes set upon a forgotten lust
He's back into my life partially, you were the sacrifice for this
I find it was worth it in the end because now I find my fingertips pressing against his skin
It's all coming back, the daydreaming and hopefulness
I thought you had ruined my hope for the last time
But, I find there was another chance left in my empty carcass
Problems rise and there's nothing anyone can do
I'll wait it out once more until the trouble and diabolical gossip is through
Burn me down now before anyone else gets the chance
You've passed it up a few times now so why again?
I waste my time on useless conversation when really I should be focused on the present
A laugh, a smile, it's what my new lust brings
The things you failed to sincerely give to me
I fake, I act, I can admit to it now
But you're just as guilty as me when it comes to the useless relationship we carelessly grew.
So now I'll confide too much trust in him
Sure why not? I've done it before
I ask myself the same tired question every time I find a new love to adore
Is love masked with evil that I fear to confront?
Or am I avoiding it out of fear for the actual love?
Thoughtless of now and I reminisce of then
What a twisted and irresponsible way this was handled in
I'm responsible for my actions and the choices I make, I trust
But as of right now I wrap my hands around,
Coiling my fingers against his shirt as he comes in for a timely and unrequested hug.
