Life...

Screams of frustration.
Deprived of all truth.
Sheltered and broken.
Hating my youth.

Tears of blood.
And a heart of pain.
Confusion inside.
I think I'm insane.

Scars on my wrist.
Blood stained knife.
Wishing just wishing.
That I'd end my life.

Pill bottle empty.
They scatter the floor.
The deadly weapons.
Can't take this much more.

Time goes slowly.
I start to shake.
A life of happiness
I can not make.

Lost in a dream,
Reality breaks in.
This never ending battle,
I will not win.

Forever broken.
The smile not true.
I can't do this for me.
Not even for you.

Please understand,
The pain that I feel.
With this life of mine,
I can not deal.

I am done now.
This struggle I've lost.
The ending is true,
My life it has cost.