You will never understand,
The fury at myself,
Everyday while I sit alone in my own mind.
The pain of existing,
I'm so bad with regret.
You don't get how much I hate this,
Everything.
Because you don't lie there everynight,
Alone.
Because you don't pick up the phone and realize there's no one to call.
Because you don't live life,
With the masks on.
You will never understand me.
You will never get this,
This eternal hatred.
