It wasn't real

Ever since I learned how to live I also learned the way to dream
Believing that the sorrow all around will not always be like it seems

Never did I let go of hope; I left my fantasies parking there
Knowing one day an angel would pass by having the will to care

I never needed a soul to say yes or that I was right
Even if no one saw it coming, I always knew it was in sight

Imagination was the key to everything I had with me
Making me not feel sorry for myself when they gave sympathy

It's a good gift to have unlimited amount of faith
But when suddenly reality hits you, It's pretty difficult to face

Time brings darkness to our world, but it also brings shine
But it's so hard to accept the fact that nothing is truly mine

I thought I bought my accomplishments, but I never did
They stole my shining sun, Even though I'm the reason it was ever lit

I've always been grateful for all that's sent
Although, it took me long to find out- my happiness is for rent

The will to get up every time I'd fail
Lead to the fact that my dreams weren't for sale

That hard work and determination will make me jump so high
Above all the misery, above all their lies

It was a true for a time, and I was living proof to all
That just wait and believe that one day you'll get the call

Child, as sad as it is for me to be pushed to say
It was all an illusion, there was never a real given way

Its your choice to live your dream or let it pass
Its your option to make it temporary or make it last

But when suddenly, your back to where you started & you fail
Immediately forget you past own-written fairy tale

Once its given away, vanished, faded, gone
Live as if it didn't happen, as if you were the same all along

Trust me I know, nothing will make you more torn
Then remembering the memories of the past, what you used to have before