No Longer Alive

It is so cold
I am shivering with pain
The shine brightens down on you
Only I get soaked with rain

I scream, I scream so loud
Can't you hear my voice?
I am dying, I swear I am
Placened with no other choice

You see my living, walking
Breathing, talking
like any ordinary time
But the smile I sometimes tend to fake
Was never truly mine

You are blinded by my face
Deafened by my scream
You can not feel my nightmare
Too busy consumed in your dream

You look around at the world but not at me
I am dead, no longer alive
On the inside you see