I went through so much pain to get where i was
my hearts desire yeh thats what Ive lost
the light of my life, the apple of my eye
the 1 who could make me better when i would cry
but now I\\\'m crying nd hes no where near
i don\\\'t think separating was a good idea
my arms are covered in blood, my heats bleeding for him
I\\\'m curled up on my bed pleading 4 him
i need him here to hold me tight
to tell be its OK nd it gonna be alright
playing with my hair trying to calm me down
stopping me from hurting myself but its already done
looking at pictures is making me worst
i keep thinking love must be a curse
why didn\\\'t i trust you, y did i start the fight
that way i wouldn\\\'t be alone, i would be holing on to you tonight
