Sometimes i wonder.
wonder why I'm still here.
why Ive put up with all the pain and fear.
wishing i had ended it long ago.
i cant take this anymore.
why do i feel so empty?
so cold
so dead
dreading the days that lie ahead.
hoping, wishing for it all to end.
so many questions.
so many whens, and so many whys.
so many tears and silent cries.
one day I'll end it.
someday the pressure will be too much.
ill take this blade.
cut.and.cut.
tears fall. blood drips.
painful cries spill from my lips.
slowly dying.
cryingandcrying.
dead is what ill be.
Ive waited for this for so long.
to get away.
just to be.. gone.
