Do you think its easy?
to be crawling on the floor
do you think its easy?
to know people are staring
do you think its easy?
to be needing something more
do you think its easy?
to hear voices loud and blaring
ITS NOT EASY!
to need someone to lean on
someone who is not there
its not easy to wish on things
that no one even believes in
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that i couldn't be
what you needed me to be
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that i broke the promise
to hold on right now
but you don't understand.
do you think its easy?
its not.
Its not easy to break this.
I'm sorry.
its not easy to make promises
that can never be followed
its not easy to attempt breathing
when you feel weak and hollow
something must be wrong with me
and i am sorry
but do you think its easy?
i should just leave now
you don't need to worry.
Nothing is easy
living in this world
but its easy
to leave it.