Sitting here alone at night
losing all of my senses except sight
wondering how i go on so long
writing my words into a song
yelling that i am so confused
every night i am abused
more mentally than any other way
i cant find the words i need to say
to explain to people the pain im in
so all they think is that i sin
that i deserve whatever i get
but it would be much worse if i quit
so i sit here alone at night
with nothing but my sight
seeing my life flash before me
searching for the key
to open this huge metal door
or should i stay laying on the floor
all in all im still confused
and will continue forever to be abused!!!