How mucht it hurts~

Is it weird to say i love you?
please understand that i do.
i tell you that i do every day,
but you seem to move farther away.

we dated for some time,
then you dumped me for your ex,i began to cry.
to have the thought, you where mine,
now your not, wheres the gate to die?

i burn my self to show my pain,
then i cry as i walk in the rain.
you see my burns,cuts and scars,
you look at me discusted, then hit the bars.

i do this because i love you,
i do this because i miss you,
you tell me you still love me,
but how can you love me and not be with me?

i dont know, you confuse me greatly,
you said youll get back with me maybe....
do you have any idea how much that hurts,
for me to love you and not you back, might as well get a hurse...

(not good, its horrible)