Everything.

Every night I wish.
I wish on the past.
I wish so much,
that the past would just last.

I think about the moments.
The moments I have lost.
The many mistakes I've made.
At love's horrible cost.

Every day the pain grows.
The terrible heart ache.
You know that this is your fault.
You had to go and be so fake.

I don't know why it still hurts.
I don't know why I try.
I don't know why I'm forced to cry.
Tears bulit on your lies.

Some day I'll wake up.
And everything will be okay.
I'll never think of you again,
And it will be a better day.

Oh who am I kidding?
I can't even pretend to believe what I say.
But I wish that would come,
My better day.

Maybe that's why we're over.
I wished a little too much.
I wish it would all be ok.
I wished I could feel your touch.

I guess this has to do,
With everything I didn't do.
Everything I wanted.
Just never came true.

--Netesa