For 11 years I have prayed for this day to come
for a new baby to be born
the happiest day of my life
I thought nothing could go wrong
until i herd those words
we have a problem
those words will haunt me forever
5 years have passed i constantly
have flash backs of that day
have you ever been so happy then feel like somebody shot you away
as i screamed at the top of my lungs
when they said those 3 words no body should ever hear
he has died
have you ever held a 4 day old dead baby before
i thought i could never love something so much with out even knowing who he was
till this day i cry on his birthday
and ill always say
i love you Joseph and ill always be here
remember me guide me and ill be there soon
but for me its not soon enough
