It's funny how one day can be the best day of your life.
and the next feel like
every thing's been taken away from you.
I looked to you for respect and comfort.
and all you did was use me like
I was something that had no feeling's and no heart.
Well guess what I have both.
You broke my heart in two and
now I have to replace you with someone new.
My feeling's for you will
never be the way they used to.
I wish I could just forget you
and the way you have been treating me.
Your killing me slowly and you
don't even care.
Half the things you say to me
tare me apart.
You have caused so much pain
but at the same time made me the happiest
person in the world.
I would put things aside for you.
And wait every night just for you to call.
We would talk every night.
Share everything with each other. Then things started to change.
We started to fall apart
You started to let go and drift away.
Things that we used to have
just didn't matter to you anymore.
Every night i would sit up and
think about what it was
that i did or said to make you go
and make you not care.
I got the strength to call
you and see what was going on.
I asked and all you said was
that it was time to let go of the past and live life as it is now.
Nothing seems to let me
forget you.
Your every where but at the same
time no where close.
You were everything to me, the only thing that could hold my head up high, you meant the world to me. And you just got up and
left without a reason. It was all about you, you were the only thing on my mind, the only one that could make me happy, the only person i fell in love with. Everything..... Was always about you. But i can't wait for you to
see who really loves you.
I'm done holding on.
I'm letting go of what used to be
and living life as it is now.
But no matter what
I'll miss you&&Love you till my last breath, becase you were my first true love.
-- i was bored and was feeling kinda toren apart by the love of mylife, and figured i would write down the way i felt. it's not great but yeah anyways....
