I don't remember

I wish there was something i could say
to make my mistakes go away
i wish there was just one word
to make up for the mean things you've heard
i wish that i could erase our past
and let only the good times last
i wish you knew how much i care
i wish you knew how i hurt when you aren't there
yet i wish you never knew
how much it hurts to be around you
i wish i could do everything to make you happy
but I've done so much I've lost the real me
i still love you, at least i think i do
no, i know i do, but what about you
what is it i am to say, i don't know
I'm sorry i don't remember, so I'll just go