--I apologize in advance for my uncertainties
And that I cant bring to life my whimsical dreams
I don't have the skill of a poet
Or the songs of an angel
I long to have the satisfying words
That your ears so hunger
To capture your heart
And amorous thoughts
To sweep you into an imaginary scene
I swear my heart and mouth are not linked
I cannot pronounce what my heart undergoes
This soon shall be the death of me
A twinge of pain every mutter of my brainless world
--I don't have the breath to inflate your soul
The mind to control
The lips to connect
My words emerge innocent like a child's cry
Yet inside they are at fault and the guilt overcomes
--I need to reveal reality
To your yearning eyes
That strive for the secret that lies in my heart
Even though my expressions mean a great deal to me
Spoken they give the impression that they have no power or worth
--I desire to have the propensity of a lover
the voice of an angel
--And Up till now expressions of a truly passionate fool is all I can force forward
senseless antics I profess take charge in every circumstance
My mind dies to talk like a queen
And tell stories of untamed feelings
But no matter how far these emotions run
The words come out wrong
--My mouth protests!
I will not speak of this
--heart speaks gently
words so piercing
Menacing like the clang of a gong
Meant to be silky like the flow of rhyme
--There's no way to tell you how I really do love you
My words aren't enough
--There's a battle inside of me
And mind takes over mouth
Mouth takes over heart
If only I could say it
-- you're my world
--I just want you to see
But my intellect has to be so dull
Every time I wish I could rewind
And replace it with words that are actually mine
--Confused my body doesn't know what to do
So Ill go on looking like a reckless youngster without a suspicion
Stay up and make dreams of what my life could be
If I could just speak
--Someday…
The words will flow like an enchanting fairy-tale, every word complimenting each one before, not having to prohibit what my mentality is capable of doing, enticing you with every step my lips make each footstep taking you closer to the doorstep of my heart…and you feel the intensity and passion because we at long last connect and you'll tremble every time you reminisce in the sweetness of my approach , and you'll gasp in bewilderment because I spoke in such sophistication, I have ultimately permit the burden to be let loose, the mystery is out, forcing the unfamiliar become familiar
Climb into my heart
Feel what I feel
Live what I live
Yes its true
Its all unique
Yep, that's me
But I just cant speak
Oh…
The falsehood of my lingo
