I wanna cry. I wanna die. I know I'm nothing. I want my pain to go away. I want my mom and dad to think I'm something. I want to go back and say I'm sorry to everyone that I've hurt. I need to say I'm sorry to god. Sometimes i cry because I know I'll never be worthy. I know no one would ever love me, if they knew the real me, they would run, and leave me alone to whither away, into this nothingness where i have to harm myself only to feel an empty emotion that isn't there. I wanna Hurt so bad because i know i deserve it. I hate myself. I hate the way i disappoint everyone. I hate the way I lie. I hate how i can't keep friends, and how i deny to myself that i wont be alone in the end. but no one would love me. no one should. I'm a horrible person, and I'm misunderstood.
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Not even a poem. just how I'm feeling. you don't have to comment.
