Deadline closing in...

How do I get out
Its almost to late
Shouldnt have waited so long
And left it up to fate

But I was afraid
And a little bit scared
Didnt want him to think
That I just didnt care

So I just let things go
And lived my life
Didnt know how to say
I didnt want to be his wife

I thought some how
It would happen one of these days
We would still be friends
But go our separate ways

But I made things worse
As the deadline`s closing in
And I sit here thinking
How my life could have been

I met someone else
And fell madly in love
He was just what I needed
Like a gift sent from above

But if I dont get out
Before its to late
I will forever be locked
Inside this unwanted gate

I need to find the curage
And finally do what I must
Even dough my head is saying
Not to follow my lust

But thats just the thing
My heart he did steal
And I know it want go over
Cause this time its for real

A love so overwhelming
I never experienced such
I need him in my life
I never needed anyone this much

But love comes at a price
So many people will get hurt
And everyone will condemn me
And say im not better than dirt

So is it worth it
Thats what I need t find out
I know I will cause grief
And people will scream and shout

The deadline is here
It is finally time
Whatever I choose
I will pretend I am fine...