Your smile used to lighten my day, one touch of your hand and it felt like I was flying, a tender kiss from those lips and I couldn't breath, I was clay begging you to mold me.
You would put me in pure ecstasy, then take is all away. You would say such cruel things to make me angry, but they only made me sad and want to make myself better for you.
I tried to make myself cool by getting into drugs and alcohol like you, but more pain is all I got, hangovers and withdrawals are one feeling I wish I could forget...
I wasn't good enough as myself and changing didn't help, but my heart still calls out your name. I don't know how to forget those nights that you made me feel the love I needed...Now I lay in bed with the only thing warming me is my tears...
I wish I could turn back time and change everything I did, because I still can't hold my own around you even though I feel all this pain...
You will be my strongest weakness until my heart forgets your name or stops beating for the rest of eternity...
