At night when i go to bed
i pray to god, i wish i was dead
inside i feel empty, broken and blue
and as much as i try, i can\\\'t blame you
people say im pretty,
but i hate the way i look
i just want to tell you all \\\"go to f**k\\\"
but i know you\\\'re trying to help me
and i do know that you care
but you cant take away my feelings of emptyness and despair
you cant take my anxiety and the way i silently glare
nothing can help me now
i just want to rest
silently in heaven
where i can try to be my best
because down here on earth, i can no longer be
so i\\\'ll pray to you now god
\\\"please please take me\\\"