Creeping feelings
Lost in my dreams
All by my choice
It is easier to live there
I can control all things
The roads and mountains bend to my will
All magical and non-magical things love and obey me
I am a kind and loving queen
With my loving husband by my side
Our children roam freely without fear of dangers
All the creatures protect and love them as though they were there own
All people live in peace
Never is there a tear shed for sadness
There is everything anyone could ever want
And then an ache comes to my chest
One I dont recognize it is not a part of this world
I dont understand it
Then I begin to fall
Fall into a dark place and as I fall I remember
I remember him
I remember her
I remember all the things
The smiles and the tears
The words he spoke of her perfection
All the things I lack
And all the things I wish I had been
Or wish to be
Just to make you want me
Just to spend one more second in your embrace
Just to kiss you one more time
Taste your sweet lips one last time before I die
You will never know how much I love you.
