Sent away

I don't want to kill myself I don't want die.
Just want to sit in my room alone and cry
all by myself until the day i found you just sitting there with a smile across your face wishing we could have just one date
That would make all my feelings just feel like there being sent away
sent-away from the feeling of being alone all by myself the world is just to big for me just being a little girl
that cry i scream and shout like i wanna rip my OWN soul out i don't wanna be alone all the problems sent away
sent away by a drug....each day.