Why did you have to email me?
Why did you have to say amigos? in the email
As if you consider me a friend?
Why did you have to sound appreciative?
Why did you have to sound so positive?
Can't you see it's killing me?
It's reversing my thoughts
Making me feel like maybe,
Just maybe
There's a chance we'll make up one day
That I'll no longer miss you
It aches me
Seeing what's become
When I see you
I grow silent
My mind fills with everything
Yet nothing at the same time
All I can think about is you
I marvel at the woman you have become
You're absolutely gorgeous
I knew you had it in you
I knew one day you'd grow to be the beautiful person you have become
You truly are stunning
Your hair is flawless
Your smile captivates me every time
Your mannerisms never fail to turn me on
The way you talk, walk and present yourself
Is like an aphrodisiac to me
When I see you walk in those heels
And tilt your head up with those earrings
My heart grows weak
I'm mesmerized and speechless by your beauty
Babe, you're gorgeous
I wish we could make up
I wish we could be together
I wish to hold you
I wish to see you
I wish to caress my arms around your shoulders
And kiss you gently
And call you mine
I'm a mess thinking about you
We connected in a way I've never connected before
Our minds were as complimentary to each other
As strongly as one can be
It wasn't just the strongest mental connection I've ever had
But as of now, you're the strongest physical connection I feel
As long as no guy steals you away
I'll remain sane
Despite the mess we became
And the far-fetched recovery seems
Deep down inside
I think this time away from each other
Has made me realize
You're the one I want
You're the one I desire
You're the one I connect to
You're the one that captivates me
You're the one who's the most beautiful
You're the one I want
You're the one I need back in my life