A great poem, it's short but extremely moving, you really express your desperation well. The last stanza was absolutely mind-blowing. Nice.

Wow
this is so sad
i love this so much
makes me think once again
and that is hard to do thank you so much. Keep writing because i know you can get through this
i'll always be here for you

andrea

I love you so much.. and i always will.. and ill never give up on u.. as much as u wana give up on urself.. ill always be here.. n yeh i always check.. thats cuz i get so worried.. i cant help it.. xxxxx

I cant speak anymore,
they only tell me what i want to hear,

The meaning that I got from these lines was, family or friends etc definetly are the people who will tell you what you want to hear, but not always the truth. They do it in some ways to protect you, its their job. An emotive write. I liked it.