I cant take this

I cant take this pain i feel in side all i do is hide, she used to make me laugh we used to get along i cnat listen to all our favorite songs.
i cant believe she would do this, to me! i just wish she could see, the hurt the pain i have felt at the hand she had delt. i miss her so very dearly. i just want to hold her close near me. i cant take this anymore, my broken heart shatterd on the floor. she was there and she stared she just stood at the door.
i cant take this, my love my life is lost, i cnat hold her and i miss it. i just cant take it.